quadratic equations

dalam hidup ni akan jumpa macam2 jenis orang. lagi2 ragam orang perempuan. funny how u can relate it to mathematics. hari ni blaja equations, and one of them was quadratic equations. so after class, i baru sedar u can relate quadratic equations to ppl.

example;
whatever equation u get,
substitute equation (2) into (1)

in other words;

substitute friend (2) to replace (1).


OR if u dont like to use the substitution method u can use the elimination method.

example;
from whatever equations there are,
eliminate x from equation (1)

in other words;

just freakin eliminate friend (1).

haha lawak.

i just don't get u. and i dont want to cause i just dont do that to other people

123456

ohh my head feels light. like its floating. but only my head. too much shisha intake. yeahhh. i know its bad. whatever.

went to bangsar just now. with nad, shira, n syafiqah. acap, akmal aiman, anis were there too. makan dekat mamak je. then pegi shisha dekat d' haven. shisha dia strong oh. ringan kepala sampai skarang. patu buat aksi2 bodoh kat dalam tandas and tangkap2 gambar. syafiqaaah nk gamba nanti! dengan act2 bodoh masa shisha, dengan kutuk2 org lagi. buat dosa je. haha!

a lot has change since entering UM. my life really made a sharp turn. from being soooo free, day and night to wishing there's 48 hours in a day. you can actually feel the preciousness of time. there's soo much to do. life is hectic.

anywayy, i was reminiscing the good ol' times when time wasn't such a big deal. haha! banyak kot benda tak senonoh i buat.

1) Masa form 3 dulu, slalu keluar pergi jalan2 ngn nad ngn zanna petang2. suka curik buah mangga kat pokok orang. siap buat aksi cheerleading lagi.

2) dulu masa form 5, exam semua dari kementerian pelajaran or wtv. so dapat soalan bocor dari skolah lain yang dah buat exam. sooo apa lagi. tiruu koooot. lagi2 sejarah. dapat question by question tuu. masa SPM takut gila kot. cam fikir gak, kalau Tuhan nk balas dosa i skarang masa SPM ni memang mampos la i cmni. menyesal tiru dulu2. haha!

3) Seminggu sebelum SPM, keluar pergi jamming. tapi mama tahu. so tak jahat pun. haha!

4) Dulu masa kerja masa nk tunggu result spm, ada skali tu sengaja datang lambat sejam cmtu. tipu manager cakap i kat seremban ada family emergency so lambat sket. padahal ada kat cineleisure je. tu la nk tolong kawan pnye psl kan.

5) keluar malam2 buta kononnye nk carik hantu

6) keluar malam2 tgk mid night movie. klua lepas mama dah tdo patu balik pukul 5 pagi. teruk betul.

and skarang kat UM pun slalu je keluar. tapi baru hari ni je la perangai cam setan sket. haha! pengaruh rakan sebaya. ishh! the list would go on. tapi bgtaw 6 benda cukup la. anyway, this was for your entertainment je. so u boleh la rasa kalau 'yan the nerd' pun tak senonoh so i x de la jahat sangat. hoho! k nk bwt lab report. bye!

r-a-b-u

wahh! dah habis class utk hari rabu! thursday and friday left. then its the weekend! weeee! dah dua malam tidur lambaaat. buat tutorial yang susah mcm sial je. monday night buat tutorial physics yang ada 8 soalan tapi buat dari pukul 8.30mlm sampai 3 pagii. haha! tapi tu pun lmbt sebab borak2 ngn org. buat ramai2, mana tak cakap-cakap nye kan.

malam semalam buat tutorial algebra kat bilik syafiqah. kitorang patut pergi dewan sebab ada this pilihanraya thingy. they're campaigning n stuff. but knowing me and nad, and lagi2 syafiqah, sah2 la kte tak turun. tengah2 buat algebra, syafiqah nk turun tengok diorang berkempen. kata stress duduk bilik. nak cari ilham la konon kan. but by the time we came down, the campaign was over. it was 12 anyway. so ktorang pegi la tasik lepak jap. kutuk2 org sini sana. patu pergi explore! dari tasik ktorang jalan pergi rumah pengetua ktorang. rumah dia lawa aa gak. usha kat dalam ada kereta apa semua. gle x de keje kan. patuu ktorang jalaaan smpai dekat depan blok laki. patu konon nk buat bunyi 'org' mengilai la. skali dari jauh guard panggil. patu ktorang cuak la. i start lari dulu patu semua ikut lari. patu bila syafiqah pandang blakang balik, tgk2 guard tu dah naik motosikal nk keja. hahahaha! lawak sial. so ktorang masuk blok laki. tak bleh blaaa. sebab dari blok laki tu boleh pegi tasik balik. kononnye nk blend in balik laa dengan sape2 yang ada dekat tasik=P

byk lg benda bodoh ktorang bwt lps tu. tp malas pulak nk type. ktorang ada la cam sumhow pg bilik felo-felo kolej ktorang. patu pergi futsal court. duduk bawah pokok jap. jerit2 jap. gle cam x de keje. padahal banyak je lagi keje. haha! otak dah short-fuse.

malam ni patutnye ada pilihanraya tu lagi. kena undi pemimpin utk ape nta. utk pusat asasi ktorang ke. utk kolej ktorang ke. tak amik tahu pun. haha! but i don't think i'm going. i'm going out! kot. kalau dia jawab fone. kalau dia tak g memane. kalau u cancel i lagi i rasa i lompat dari balcony bilik i yang tingkat 8 ni. so baik u keluar ngn i before i jadi gila duduk sini. haha! just kidding. anywayss. nak g mandi! later~

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going back to UM todaaayy..

tak nak balik sana baliik..

haihh..

hari ni fone amat senyap.. except tengah hari tadi ayah call.. tapi tu pun nk ckp ngn mama.

hari ni x jmpe sape2. except for mama, ayah, adik, ana..dengan org yg service air-cond.

hari ni tak pg mana2. oh. keluar mkn ngn mama jap tadi. lps ni kene g jasema. rasa mcm nk pg jog jugak.

already missing my bed and toilet..

i'm blaming UM cause i feel like this today..

blurghh

so see u next week.

chalo~

threee

haihhh. mana awak? rindu lah. mungkin tgh tdo..

haha! In three hours since coming back home from UM, i've posted 3 blogs!

woww.. that never happens. i must really miss my computer=P

click click!

saya suka lagu yang digubah oleh cousin saya. haha!

her new song is called : Another Day
sila klik:
http://piazahari.blogspot.com/2009/06/unnamed-song-5.html

she has written a few more other songs:

Another one of my favourites : Yellow in my sunflowers
please click:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTIqZA2vDY4

And also this one: MySpace
Click also:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FBVvCd84ok&feature=related

kalau nak senang dengar, click here:
http://www.myspace.com/piazahari

so here's to my cousin, Pia Zahari! Gle mempromote. Ezzat kalau lepas ni u rich and famous, u kne kasi i commision sket for promoting u. hahaha!

hehh. sebenarnye tgh bosan. itulah kerja saya kalau bosan. dengar lagu dekat you tube dengan mana2 je. byee!

bangunan terbakar

Mmm..Nampak nye jerebu semakin menebal di kl.. Kalau duduk kat UM, rasa macam kat genting highland. Lagi2 kalau ada kat eighth floor.except tak sejuk je laa. haha!

Haaaa. penaaatnyee. baru second week, dah kne tdo pukul 2 nak siapkan tutorial. tu pun baru habis algebra je. ada lagi calculus, chem1, chem2, bio, physics1&2.. banyaaak nye. memang tak tipu la sape2 cakap masuk UM jadi nerd. Memang betul pun. dah la setiap kali tutorial class ada test. busuuuk betul. and my new schedule starts next week. i have classes from 8 to 5 almost every freakin dayyy. except wednesdays n thursdays. classes starts at 9. life is great. huhh.

im suffering from sleep deprivation and lack of entertainment. haha! tipu je. baru tak cukup tdo dua malam. and duduk UM to free sgt. Selalu keluar je. hahaha! so mmg byk entertainment. tapi mmg lama tak guna comp la. baru je skarang nak online since the last time i posted a blog. baru skarang laa berlambak-lambak org nk add kat facebook. baru skarang la org nk tag sini sana. masa org duk rumah tak bwt apa, xde org nak layan pun kat fb. ishh. haha.

so anywaaayyy, last week on friday, i woke up to the sound of the fire alarm. tengok luar tingkap, asap tebaaal memang smpai tak nmpk pun kat luar. nmpk asap je. so dengan slow motion, pegi la pakai seluar yg senonoh sket, cari fone, fikir betul ke tak tmpt tu tgh terbakar ke i still tgh mimpi. keluar bilik, memang xde org pun. patu fikir la, "takkan la semua org dah evacuate building ni. haha. kelakarnya". patu dalam asap yg menebal tu, nmpk la perempuan ni. so i went to her,
"apa tgh jadi ni?"
"mmm. tak tahu laa"
*quite annoyed that she didnt noe, and it didnt help that i felt like i was still sleeping*
"mmm.tempat ni betul2 terbakar ke?"
"hahaha. x de laa. diorang tgh spray nyamuk. maybe asap dia trigger alarm kot"
"huhh. bodoh betul. kejut org tdo. bising je. class lmbt lagi kooot."
*berjalan masuk balik bilik dengan slow motion*

haha! kalau bangunan tu terbakar betul2, memang boleh mati laa.looking at the rate of how slow i was moving. and it didn't help that i had a bad cold. hidung tersumbat memang tak leh bau apa lah. so x tahu pun diorang tgh buat fogging ke wtv they call it. haha!

oh currently listening to zee avi. her songs are good. soothing to the ears. oh lagu kantoi comel:)

cheerios:) ~

freshman oh

It has been a week since I became a UM freshie. And it has been the most tiring and hectic week I've had this year. Blame it all on orientation week which they call 'Minggu Haluansiswa'.

Registered last monday, on the 25th of may. I dapat roomate ngn nad! Bilik tingkat 8. Nasib baik ada lift. First thought that came to mind, "fuhh, kalau lift rosak pengsan laa macam ni". Oh well. Haz roomate ngn qeela dekat tingkat 9, and zanna got some quite johorian girl..who just loooves headphones. haha. zanna tingkat 7. So bilik nad and i jadi tempat lepak sbb kat tgh2. The room is okay i guess. It was clean when we came in. we get our own bed, almari, and study table. oh and ada balcony. the view overlooks block D, opposite blok orang. so nothing to look outside pun. unless nak tgk orang dating kat bawah tu. balcony haz ngn zanna nmpk tasik. hish! jealous je. aha!

Oh the first 2 days was hell for me. All i could think of is to sleep and that i wanted to go home badly. first night to dapat tdo 2 hours and a half je. cause we finished late. oh and did i tell u, setiap pagi, aktiviti start pukul 5.50 pagi k. sooo, imagine what time we haf to wake up to get ready. ngantuk gle kot. ada satu pagi tu, ktorang kne buat senaman pagi. and they called a tai chi instructor. and i slept while doing tai chi. tgk the first step dia buat, lps tu boleh plak tutup mata sambil buat tai chi. bangang gle. haha! ngantuk kot. and tai chi slow.

i'm not gonna blog about everything we did masa orientation week but i can sure tell u it was hectic. I baru tahu i ada bakat terpendam. that i can do lots of things in less than 20 minutes. haha! kalau kat rumah, 20 minit tu cukup utk mandi dan pakai baju je. skarang, dalam masa kurang 20 minit, i bleh lari naik 8 tingkat tangga ( lift penuh sangat ngn orang and lembab sebab dia baruuu je lepas ground floor. so it has to go up sampai tingkat 9 and back down again before smpai G floor. so naik tangga je) lari masuk bilik, lari pergi tandas, mandi, lari masuk bilik, letak benda2 yg patut kat muka and badan, pakai baju, sikat rambut, hantar satu text message, kunci bilik, lari pergi lift, makan kuey teow dalam lift, buang smpah, basuh tangan jap, lari pergi dewan. ALL IN LESS THAN 20 MINUTES! bakat terpendam ohh.

Berlari last week was a must. I think we ran more than we walked. lari naik turun tangga smpai tingkat 8 tu da cam terpaksa kalau keadaan tak mengizinkan nak naik lift. lari pergi dewan pun kena jugak. i think the seniors are getting us ready kalau terbangun lambat pergi lecture hall or sumthing. sebab kalau nk pergi dewan tunku chancellor, which is quite a walk from my kolej kediaman, ktorg kena lari. yup! run. Lari pakai baju kurung serta berkasut "pumps", bag di bahu kanan, payung di tangan kiri. mcm tu lah keadaan kalau terlmbt pergi kelas..haha!

Truth be told, saya tak 100% complete the orientation week. We had malam persembahan on the last night. Kudos to those who took part sebab walaupun dalam masa yang singkat, the persembahan given was as if they practiced dah lama. It was grand la. after malam persembahan patutnya ada obstacle night. but i skipped that. haha! I balik kot. diorang kasi ktorang choice, kalau g obstacle night, mungkin kene masuk tasik tapi kalau nak balik and tak nak join obstacle nite pun x pe. well the choice wasnt hard. nak masuk tasik ke tak. mestilah tak kan. hahahahaha! itulah budak taman tun.

mama ngn ayah x tahu that part so baik kak long senyap. so bila balik, mama macam tak jmpe setahun. comel sangat! mcm2 dia tnye. patu td g curve pun dia blanje byk. i dapat body mist dari body shop. wooo hooo! haha! eh penat la. ngntuk. sleep deprivation. so nnt la cte lagi. toodles!

jog + music = feel better

I jog when i feel stressed, frustrated. whatever

Jog + music = feel better

cause it feels like i'm running away from the world. getting lost in music. thus, feeling better.

though i know i can never actually run away from the world.. since i live in it.

kalau stress tiap hari mesti badan hot dan fit kan. bagus gak in a way. perut pun dah buncit.

blurghh.

ps: good luck intan kat kelantan. nmpknye tak dapat la i baca buku tu.

the day i met the specimen cup:P

Tadi buat medical check up! yeayy! Feels good now that that's over and done with. Kalau tak menyemak saje.

Hari ni pergi breakfast dekat jasema dengan nad, haz, zanna dengan intan. Went to tesco after that. Intan nk beli barang utk pergi kelantan. Yeahh, she's going to kelantan to take arabic classes before flying to egypt. zanna, nad, ngn ica beli barang utk pergi ke menara gading masing2. haha! poyo je. Anywaaays, I felt tempted to buy stuff jugak. Excited kot. But then again, kalau beli ngn mama cam tak yah guna duit sendiri! Mengada lebih. weee:D

Then pergi buat medical check up dengan Ica and Nad kat DSH. I ngn nad minum banyak gila kot. Takut nnt bila nk buat urine test cam x cukup kencing untuk dia test. hahaha! We had to wait a bit for them to register us. So while waiting:

"Naaaad. Kasi laa aku buat check up duluuuu pleaaaaase. Nak kenciiing tak tahaaaan"
"Haha! Gle cacat kau"
"Pleeeaaase. Kalau aku kencing skarang aku x leh kencing jap g"

Patu nurse tu panggil, "Nadhrah Othman"

"Dammit!"
"Haha! Too bad" *jelir lidah*

hahaha! bodoh betul. Anywaaaayy, pardon me for telling the world. It is my blog and i can say whatever i want. Nak tahu! Pee-ing in a specimen cup is a veryy weird experience. Haha! pelik oh. terasa macam haiwan jadi bahan uji kaji.

We had to wait for the results, so i ngn nad mengada nk buat blood group test. 12 ringgit je kot!
Oh! ica pun buat. Sakit kot kene cucuk ngn jarum. Hish! But it was worth my 12 bucks. Saya berdarah B+, Nad O+, Ica A+. Saya puas hati dapat tahu. haha! It feels like you just found out something about urself. memang pun! duhh! 8) jakun lebih.

"Yan, kau rasa happy tak?"
" Rasa. Now i feel like i belong somewhere. Sebelum ni, I didn't know where i belong"
"Kan! The blood test was worth my 12 bucks"
hahh. mengada gle=P

Note to self: Yan jangan lupa list down benda nak beli kat tescooo:)

ps: Intan kalau u baca ni , i nak buku tu sebelum u pergi kelantan. aiyoo.

random random:)

one month down, forever to go. heeee! :)

haha! bosan~

UM frenzy:))

I am VERY blessed to have friends who actually cares about me. truly and sincerely cares:) friends like those are hard to find. mark my words.

Tahuuu cerita ni dah basi. No matter, its the thought that counts. so i'm still gonna blog about it. One week has passed since my birthday, and no one could ever ever guess what my oh-so-sweet bestfriend did for me on my birthday.

i went out for lunch with manja, acap, and akmal. When i got back and went in my room, my jaw dropped..and so did my handbag. On my bed, was loooaaadss of gifts (18 to be exact) flowers (purple orchids) being one of them, and also a huge handmade birthday card. On the card was a list, 18 tips on being 18. all the presents were numbered, so i had to open them accordingly to the 18 tips which were written down for me. i'll spare you the details cause some of the presents are quite personal. haha! but the effort she put in to make the day special for me was very remarkable.

she also planned a something else for me on that day, with some other very very good friends but i would also spare you the details for reasons i would not tell here. anyways, she's just one extroardinary girl and i'm glad i have her as my bestfriend. thanks to those who also helped her and came to make the day more special then it already was. i won't be saying any names here but u guys no who u are and i love u guys. honestly i do:)

anywaaaayy, enough bout my birthday, i'm actually excited to go to UM! haha! 11 more days. more like 10. cause today doesn't count anymore. its almost over. borang semua dah nk siap isi. 2 hari lepas, dah pergi bukak account dekat bank islam, dah pergi carik unmentionables kat ou. hahahaha! semalam dah pergi beli stationary dekat jasema (jasema, now and forever :P). hari ni pergi kl ngn haz, nad, ngn ica pergi carik baju kurung dan juga kain. esok pergi buat medical check up. fuhhh. lama tak bz mcm ni.

rinduuu blajaaa. rindu pegang pen. RINDU GUNA OTAK. hahaha! memang dasar nerd 8)

rinduu~

oh oh! hari ni pegi jog dengan ica patu terjumpa shah ngn najib. lamaaaa tak nmpk shah. dia dah gelap. hahaha! thanks blanje soya bean td shah!:)

eighteen

oh oh oh i'm eighteen! but i don't feel eighteen yet. Oh gone were the days of me going to the 18 rated movies illegally. Starting from today, I can actually go in legally. Now where's the fun in that? no more sneaking around. sucks. haha! oh well.

Oh but look at the bright side! If i get caught breaking the law, I can actually go to jail! jumpa kawan baru dalam penjara. haha! so there's still thrill in being 18. gahaha! gila.

So here I am, on my birthday, sitting in front of the computer, blogging, listening to foo fighters repeating on the player.

Anyways, I'm not going to perlis. Cause i'm going to UM! Will be taking foundation in science. BUT, the result for the jpa scholarship is coming out today at 5pm. eek! *i have a tiny hope of not getting it cause i actually want to stay at UM. cause i have a feeling if i get it they might send me to some weird rural place. say like india probably..or russia.* but if i do get it, Alhamdulillah la. hopefully they'll send me to UK or IRELAND..aussie ke. hahaha! that would be a good birthday present from the government to me:)

Thank you thank you to my friends who planned a small surprise gathering for me and arina last night. Arina's farewell party and my birthday party. Arina's going to matrix at johor this monday. I'll definitely miss you fren:). Oh and thanks to the people who literally THREW me in the pool. 5 times was it? haha! I had fun anyways. yeah no hard feelings. Thank you again nad, haz, na, manja, arina, acap, akmal, nishaan, aiman, zharif, adam, hanif, hussein. ada lagi? sorry kalau ada tertinggal.

oh thank you thank you to everyone who wished me. For the phone calls and also the text messages. Walaupun ada yg tersalah hari, (arina wish tepat pukul 12, on the 6th of may), dan ada yang tersalah tahun (kak long sent a text msg saying: Alah! susah betul telefon kau! Happy 17th cik yan! Selamat hari raya!) i still love you guys and I really appreciate the wishes:) hehe

thank you mama! bawak sy pergi curve sebelum pergi kerja sbb promise nk belikan present. haha! dapat shower gel, body scrub dengan body butter from body shop. weeeeee! thank you thank you thank you! its mama's way of saying, "kak yaaan! jaga lah kulit u tuu. hish!". yess mama, i will:)

Oh oh oh! and thank you kak long for the birthday post. sangat touching. =P
silalah klik: http://suddenspaces.blogspot.com/2009/05/hi-hi-hello-her-name-is-diyana-please_08.html

And the day is not over yet, i noe there's still more to come. so i'll write another thank you blog when the day is over. izzat promise nk blanja breakfast, tapi macam tak bangun je. acap promise nak blanja lunch, now i haf to think of a place to eat. anywayss, wish me luck with the jpa! till then!

***
I am listening to: Times like these - Foo fighters

I am a one way motorway
I'm the one that drives away
then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I'm a wild light blinding bright
burning off alone

it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again

I am a new day rising
I'm a brand new sky
to hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
do I stay or run away
and leave it all behind?

it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again

***

cheerios!~

one minute

I'm bored. Kak long dah balik perak. No one to annoy me. hmm.

Ayah says I go out too much.. Must cut back going out. haihh..

I must change my blog's layout one day..its ugly.. ughh. toooo lazyyyy..

My birthday is coming up! In exactly 18 days. Birthday wishlist.. my own car? yeahh rite. hmm..nothing else comes to mind. My own lap top maybe? Tp ibu bapa mungkin mahu support sy amik A levels. Sudah memadai..

Perlis.. To go, or not to go? That is the question. A levels masih ada..

Boredom is eating my brain. noooo~

ps: you just wasted one minute of your life by reading this post. HAHA

the last 27 days..

It has been a while since i last blogged. almost a month. 27 days to be exact since the last post was on the 23rd of march. haha! cool.

well i'll give a short update of what i did the last 27 days. went to the 5-days jpa programme, "kerjaya sebagai seorg doktor" at HKL. Then I was called to the interview the week after at Putrajaya. I think it went well. Hari-hari seterusnya, kerja saya melepak, tdo, makan, lepak lagi, tengok movie. haha! So i guess you didn't miss much. Not much to update on anyway.

NAK TAHU! I got matriks..dekat PERLIS. makk oii! jauuh kot! I didn't even apply there. kurang asam! hishh. busuk betul. nak pergi ke x nk? aaaa tak tahuuuuuu. well I have to keep my options open. UPU ada lagi. Result jpa x tahu lagi. mama ayah pun dah ckp diorang kasi kalau i nak buat A-levels. so nak buat apa skarang? anyone any ideas kalau nak buat A levels nk buat kat mana pun? Peniiing.

I have turned into a movie junkie. Seriously. Ada satu masa tu cam dah tgk sme benda. Lets see, the last 27 days I have watched, Talentime (3 kali), Confessions of a shopaholic, He's just not that into you (2 kali), Friday the 13th, Fast and Furious 4, 12 rounds, the reader, Race to witch mountain, The unborn, Knowing, The international, Taken.. uhh i can't remember. I might have missed a few. or not. but still.. thats 15 movies. HAHA! gila doh.

Talentime is a must watch. Its the best movie i watched among the others. Well, its unique, heart-touching and honest. But all of Yasmin Ahmad's movies is always honest and unique. Different from other Malaysian made movies. Always controversial (macam mualaf. tapi nak tengok!). Talentime is less controversial laa. Tapi best! Even the soundtracks are really good. Sent shivers down my spine watching this movie. Two thumbs up:)

I particularly enjoyed 'He's just not that into you' jugak. This movie is the harsh reality what girls go through. haha! well and some guys. Starring some famous movie actors like ben affleck (sgt cute), jennifer aniston, drew barrymore, scarlett johansson and a few more others which i cant remember who. Ada satu part ni by this two african-american (not being racist heree) ladies, they were talking about if you think you've never been dumped by a guy then you're quite wrong. Its just the way guys a soo sleeky about it and it makes you think its your idea to dump them. I can't explain it quite correctly here. But what they're saying is somewhat true and its funny. haha! Actually this movie is a standard chick flick. Its more to the lighter side. Takyah fikir byk tgk movie nie.

ermm. confessions sgt lah chick flick. I prefer the book. Friday the 13th..murder all the waayyy. fast and furious, not bad. 12 rounds, very tiring to watch. race to witch mountain.. didn't like it much. the unborn, bodoohh. Knowing, its good but actually hoped it had a better ending. The international, kene focus ble tgk. Taken, cerita kene kidnap..

What else? Ohh, i volunteered for UNICEF with nad and hadi. Can't say its all boring. Best mengutuk org lalu, tengok org pelik, jmpe org from places all around the world. Nice catching up with hadi. And we educated ourselves about using public transportation. Specifically the monorail and lrt. haha! interesting when you already have a licence but u opt for public transp. Heyy its kl. susah nk bergerak menggunakan kereta pada siang hari.

i also found sumthing to look forward to every morning:)

I think that's enough updates. penat lah tulis and fikir. so til next time!

awaay~

people people! i won't be updating my blog (macam la slalu update pun kan) cause I am currently undergoing this jpa programme. uhhh. its called 'Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Kedoktoran' or sumthing like that. its a 5-days programme so i'll update then. hopefully. haha! 1 day down, four more to go! sungguh penat berjalan keliling hospital. harap2 esk2 dapat tgk benda yg lagi menarik..

choices choices

ohhhh my goshh. sorry for the late update. i am really really REALLY busy. form after form, application after application. ohh i feel sooooo freaakiiiing tired.

pagi tadi mama sudah memberi satu lecture yg panjang about scholarships. dia ada ckp "your results are very good. Its good enough for you to do whatever you want. There's so many choices for you"

*bisik dalam hati* tuu laa. result macam ni pun boleh penat. banyak nk kne fikir. susah jugak kalau byk sgt choices. There's soooo many to choose from. What if I don't make the right choice? I can't afford regretting half way through. Would it actually be easier if I had less to choose from? Knowing that there would be a lesser possibility to have the "i should've chosen the other course" thought. *sigh*

Oleh itu, saya lambat masuk kerja hari ni. Lambat 3 minit.. haha!

Anyway, I'm putting my foot down. I AM GONNA TAKE MEDIC:)*semangat yang berkobar-kobar* Say whatever you want, but i've made my choice.

Sebelum dapat results, kalau orang tanya i nk buat apa after this and i jawab medic, these are the usual reactions i get,
"ohhh thats f*cking hard maan. u sure?"
"ohh, I had those kinds of dreams too after SPM"
" you're gonna struggle la weh"

There was so many negative reactions, up to a point that I really do not believe that it is possible for me to ever be in the medical field. I thought i wasn't being realistic for aspiring to become a doctor one day. So i opted to what I think is more realistic i guess..which was chemical engineering or dentistry. Kalau jadi dentist org refer kita as doctor jugak. haha! chem engineering sebab? saya suka chemistry??

Tapi sekarang semangat tgh berkobar-kobar. Saya percaya saya boleh buat! Kalau Malaysia boleh, yan boleh. hahaha! Walaupun skarang penat nk isi borang.

Alhamdulillah results ok. Terima kasih oh Tuhan yang Maha Berkuasa. Thanks mama ayah support sy all the way, makan minum, tempat tinggal, baju, especially TUITION! haha! Thanks kepada rakan seperjuangan sy yang sanggup belajar bersama saya di mana jua; library, mamak, cafe, katil, lantai, semua tempat lah. Thanks semua guru-guru tak kira guru sekolah atau guru tuition, semua pun membantu. Thanks semua:)
Ohh dengan thanks orang2 yang belanja saya sbb dpt results yang cemerlang. THANKS!

ohh, saya amat berbangga dan bersyukur dapat 10A1, 1B3. B tu accounts.

ps: hari ni birthday cik hilyah yang ke-21 dan juga hanif yg ke-18. HAPPY BESDAY:)

cheerios~

laterrr:)

haaa! results dah keluar. saya suka:) nnt saya update okay? tahuu lama tak tulis blog. skarang nk g keluar bersama rakan tersyg:)))

adverts

I was bored in the car. I was nervous like shit. And the dude driving the van didn't do me much good. I had to keep myself calm. So i took out my trusted mp3 and let my mind wander out the window. Music never fails to calm me down.

You know the kind of adverts they hang at the street lamp or at the tree? Usually saying there's a sale somewhere or somekind of "tips hebat utk PMR, SPM". Yeahh those. As i was looking out the window of the van, I came across this blue advert. It caught my attention cause there was the Superman logo in the middle. It said,

"Ingin jadi Superman?
Gel tahan lama.
Lelaki boleh!"

Then there was some chinese writings and the phone number to call if you're interested. Sorry guys, I missed it. I didn't get the number. But that advert surely made me smile (and laugh a little). Haha! I wonder what kind of gel it is. Doesn't it make you wonder?

oh btw, i passed my driving test. Now to wait for a week for my P license to be processed. weeee!

sexay!

Kawan se-universiti kak long, jepp telah tag sy. Sy pun tak tahu macam mana dia boleh terfikir utk tag sy yang jauh di taman tun ini. haha! terima kasih lah ye:)

THE RULES:

1. Snap or just shift through the photo gallery and pick 3 pics of yours which you think are sexy.
2. Don't have to be revealing (though some people say SEXY IS SKIN).
3. Explain why you think so.
4. Tag 3 friends (whom you think are sexy).

Okay, here goes nothing.

. i have posted this picture in my blog before but wtv. playing and instrument is always sexy. haha! what more when its my first time performing in a band. -ttdi's prom 08



. detik-detik cemas selepas katak tiba-tiba melompat. memang xde orang berani datang dekat takut katak itu cuba melompat walaupun telah diletakkan dengan choloroform. saya pun memberanikan diri mendekati katak itu. terasa macam ala-ala greys anatomy.. sexaayy! - Bio lab 08.


. bergembira di luar kelas apabila mendapat tahu cikgu tak masuk kelas. haha! senyuman dan gelak-tawa itu memang sexy:)


haha! that was fun. kalau nk ikutkan, saya mmg byk gambar vain, close-up muka(yang bersih dari celaan jerawat), pouting semasa mencuba dresses dalam fitting room. haha! tapi cukup la gambar-gambar itu menjadi renungan mata saya seorang sahaja. This is what i think is sexy:)
(wah wah! saya rasa BM saya dah improve la sejak kebelakangan ini. selalu blog dalam bahasa ibunda sahaja. haha!)

now to tag 3 people,
1, Nana (cause ur sexy and ur not afraid to show it)
2, Ica (yes ur sexy and you don't even know it)
3, Sarah Zack, cousinku (there's nothing wrong in being freakingly tall.mwah!)

>>and i know that you three memang akan baca and layan blog ini. hehe! enjoy!

then and now.

I feel somewhat OLD-er now and I'm not even eighteen yet. Haha! I feel constantly tired . Macam orang tua pulak. When i was younger, I remember thinking "kenapa laa mama selalu penat ni". But then, I think I feel tired because of the lack of sleep and not because i'm "old" . I NEED SLEEEP. Tapi mengada je selalu tidur lambat. heeee:)

I went out with Nad and Acap the other day. We went out for lunch. Well, brunch for Nad. Haha! Pergi kopitiam mana nta kat hartamas. Acap drove. He finally got his driving license. hahaha! Anywayy, ada air ni nama dia milo dinosaur. So i dgn confidentnya boleh ckp "I nak milosaur dino satu!"
hahaha! Belum tua lagi dah nyanyuk. Adoii..

Things have changed. Dulu dengan sekarang..

Dulu, the first thing that comes to mind when i wake up is "ohh malasnya nak pergi sekolah."
Sekarang, its "ohh malasnya nak pergi kerja." =P

Dulu, nak pergi mana-manaa pun jalan ohh. tak kisah laa jauh ke tak. Sebab nak lepak dengan kawan punya pasal, sanggup jalan jauh-jauh di bawah matahari yang terik. haha! Nak pergi explore pun kitorang jalan. rajin gila ohh.
Sekarang, jangan harap laa nak tengok kitorang kat tepi jalan. Bila semua dah boleh drive, dah jadi pemalas yg melampau. Nak jalan tu macam benda paling susah nk buat. I mean, for most of us la. Nak jalan masa tgh panas is already out of the question. Sekarang its more like "asal kau ada kereta boleh je nak lepak". haha! no wonder bontot dah makin besar. haihh.

Dulu, sebab kena jalan, nk pergi lepak pun tempat dekat-dekat je. Tempat paling jauh pun selalu pergi OU or Curve. Nak keluar taman tun tu cam malas sikit. Sebab kena guna public transport kalau nk pergi jauh-jauh. Atau kena suro kakak atau abang atau parents someone hantar.
Sekarang, kalau boleh memang tak lepak kat taman tun dah la. Kadang-kadang je. macam lepak padang. Kalau nak pergi makan tu nak jauh-jauh je. haha!

Dulu, masa yang paling sedap nak tidur is after school. ohh layan gle. I don't why, tapi memang puas la tdo lepas skola.
Sekarang, bila-bila masa free je nak tidur. Kecuali waktu malam sebelum pukul 12. haha! Tapi tidur sekarang tak sesedap tidur lepas balik dari skola=P

Kalau dulu kat sekolah, nampak seniors setakat senyum je. Tak pun, cam tak kisah.
Sekarang, kalau nampak siap boleh jerit panggil lagi. Han Sern saw me the other day at curve and actually shouted my name to call me cause we were actually quite a distance away. But I was in a hurry so I just said hi from afar. sorry=P

Dulu, memang i prefer sticking to my group of friends only. Pemalas sikit nk socialize. Low profile lah konon=P
Sekarang, sy kawan dengan org sini sana.

Dulu, setiap petang selalu jogging.
Sekarang, ...

Dulu, kalau nmpk lipas kat dlm bilik, kejut kak long suro bunuh kan. selagi tak nmpk lipas tu mati, mmg takkan tdo and tak kasi kak long tdo.
Sekarang, kalau nmpk lipas, panggil adik tolong bunuhkan. hahaha!
Dulu ngn sekarang mmg takut lipas.

Dulu, layan myspace.
Sekarang, layan facebook.

dah takde idea.. haha! and dah penat type and fikir. kebosanan tadi pun dah hilang. haha! till next time then:)

random~

hi. how are you?:)

haha! maybe i'm going a bit..daft. well, blame the tiredness. i feel tired. dah dua hari keluar dari pagi and balik malam. i miss sitting in the comfort of my own home. hehe! :) actually bukan dua hari. byk minggu. since i go to work and i still go out on my off days. soo yeah. i'm hardly at home.

i did some rotten stuff. haha! tak jahat la sbenanye. nakal je. tak affect org lain. tak mencederakan org lain. yan nakal? a bit hard to imagine=P tinggal nk tunggu je balasan dia. erk!=S

org kata la kan, utk member i sanggup.. for you i will =P smlm main cards. hari ni.. masuk keje lmbt. dgn sengaja. dgn alasan yang tak betul. haha! baik korg yg baca ni senyap;) don't think i'm going into details here. my manager might just be stalking me. maybe after i stop working one day.. remind me to blog about this again. hahaha!

ohhh ye. YAYA! good luck with asrama life. don't let what other people say bring you down. if that's what you really want then what other people say should not affect you. i know you'll be okay:)

reminiscing about the past? always my favourite past time. well the good parts la. i've been reminiscing a lot nowadays. back from the kindergarten days sampaaai la form 5. best kalau lepak2 ngn org ckp psl cite2 lama. hahaha!

eyy, i'm happy that you found something new to look forward to everyday when you wake up;) haha! its about time and you deserve it. whatever it is, you have my blessing.

for all the single people out there, its not the end of the world. put yourself out there. look for something new to look forward to and it does not mean looking for a new significant other. valentines day is around the corner. so what? doesn't mean a thing. at least to me. do something for yourself. self-pity does not bring you anywhere. it doesn't work with me. i really don't care that you've been alone for 2 years. kawan tu ada limit dia. pergi cari perempuan lain if you haf to. i'm a tough nut. haha!

i found sumthing to look forward to everyday. i'm telling you, jgn sombong dgn orang. susah nnt. make more friends. won't hurt. just be wise choosing who to be friends with or at least know the limit. don't judge people. it would only reflect the person you are if you judge. people are different. accept them how they are. learn to accept.

its only been about 3 months since "graduating" from school. but i have learned a lot. not the stuff that you learn at school. i have more social skills, i accept things better, i handle rejection better, i learn how to deal with people better, i know smiling at strangers won't hurt. as they say, "smile at a stranger, you might just be the first sunshine they see". i can say i have a glimpse of whats out there. i know i haven't seen the real thing though.

three months. and i have more friends. i KNOW i have a lot more friends. people with different backgrounds. amat colourful background hidup mereka. thats how i learn to accept. to crawl out of the safety of my shell. to mix with people. but i still feel more at home around budak taman tun. sy masih budak taman tun. haha!

this is just random stuff. lama tak blog. hahaha!

ohh yeaa. and one more thing. thank you dear readers:) for even caring to read my random blabberings. cheerios~

UK?!

I got a phonecall today. It was from..I'm really not sure who called me. Haha! Well he's name is Encik Sazli. I was at work when he called. The conversation was sumthing like this:

En Sazli : Hello, ini cik Nur Diyana ke?
me : ye saya.
en sazli : saya encik sazli dari (x igt apa dia ckp) nak memberitahu awak dipilih untuk mengikuti program BTEC-HND, di UK. Program ini mendapat tajaan dari MARA. bla bla bla bla bla bla

too lazy to type what he said. haha! so basically what he's trying to say is that i'm eligible to enroll to this program because of my SPM trial result. he said, that this would be the third batch their submitting students to join this program. he said, that IF i am able to maintain a good result which is 3.5 and above, they will send me to London UK after a year and a half and i would be under a full scholarship. whereas if i get less then 3.5 i would need to pay 10% of the amount paid for me. well this program only offers engineering which was one of my choices. so i asked, am i already qualified for this program or are they just submitting names? he said "99% kamu akan dapat sebab kedua-dua ibu bapa kamu melayu"..racist jap..ohh kalau dpt pegi UK, nama college tu University of East London, UK. and ada taklimat this coming wednesday night. oohhh..

ohhhh god. i cam blur skejap lepas tu. i even pinched myself to make sure i wasn't dreaming. haha! mandi pun boleh lupa nk pakai hair conditioner lepas shampoo. dah pakai baju baru sedar i tak condition my hair. HAHA! masuk lah balik tandas utk buat apa yg lupa. i felt happy, ecstatic, exhilarated, overjoyed. i can't find the right word to describe what i felt.

but then i felt doubtful after that. ye ke ni? nta2 this program is under some private college. which i won't accept if it is. nta2 ni gotcha call from someone sick enough to play a joke pasal my future. haha! or when he said UK he actually meant ULU KELANG?! =P so i don't really feel quite sure now. i'm going to school tomorrow to see the school counsellor, and to settle all the documents that is needed. and to call that dude back asking which college would i be going to sebelum g UK and when will i start. tak terfikir nk tnye tu masa dia call. haha!

soooo, we'll see how it goes. i'll update later. nak pegi rasta lepak sat! toodles:)

tag!

nana and ica tagged me. looks like i haf to get this over and done with:)

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose six people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. I have a weird obsession with nice smelling scents. perfumes, body sprays, candles. I really can't resist it. I like smelling nice. And if I think I smell even a little bad, I won't even sit near people. haha!

2. Since i have this weird obsession of smelling nice, i once had a dream to become a chemist and create my own line of products which consists of perfumes, body sprays, shampoo, body shower, lotion etcetcetc..

3. I can be adventurous at times. like when i'm not so lazy. I really would like to go everywhere! places near and far. try new stuff (that does not bring me harm), meet new people, scare the wits out of me. I want to bungee jump, sky dive, I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD! except i don't have the money for it. damn! haha!

4. Eventhough I'm adventurous, i am a scaredy-cat. this is when the two personalities collide. I'll tempt myself to go watch a horror movie, but i end up watching it with my hands covering my face, peeping through the cracks between my fingers. haha! so x yah la ajak i pergi tgk cerita hantu. nnt hilang kemacho-an i. haha! ohh and i'm scared of cockroaches. especially the ones that can fly and is like friggin big. UGGHHH.

5. I'm a freak when it comes to certain stuff. I like my stuff to be in order. I don't like it to be messy. well in other words i'm organized, or so nana said. haha! so that's why i prefer to have a room of my own rather than sharing. gaaah! nnt masuk college nnt macam manalah nk hidup=S

6. I actually hate sharing toilets with my siblings. hahaha! I get pissed off when the toilet is dirty=P

7. I play sudoku when I'm not doing anything since I'm not using my brain as much. I have a small fear that if I don't do something with my brain, i might just end up being dumb and that all my brain cells will die. HAHA!

8. I dance when no one's watching. not really.. I still dance when my brother is around. Haha! heyyy its a form of exercise right?

9. I'm glad that i inherited my mother's genes of being athletic. thanks ma! I run, and WAS able to run long distances. haha! now i'm just plain lazy. so u can say that i have lower stamina now. damn! have to start going jogging again.

10. I like spending time with myself sometimes. Only at certain times though. I've gone shopping, watched a movie, took long walks alone and I don't feel alone. I'm comfortable with myself:)

11. I RARELY start texting people first. If i do, its either because I want something or I need to ask something, or just consider yourself lucky if i text you for no reason:) I'm not a text person i guess. I prefer calling, IM-ing etc.. If i really miss you, chances are is that i'll call or write on your wall at facebook. HAHA!

12. Sometimes i feel self-conscious about how i am and how i look.

13. If i want something, I'll work my ass off to get it. If its something I need to buy and I think its a necessity, then I would buy it as soon as I can or else I won't feel at peace. haha! And I don't really like to ask my parents for stuff.

14. I think SOMETIMES its easier to make friends with guys. I really don't know why i click faster with guys than with girls. I have to be smart in choosing friends i guess.

15. I sometimes feel more comfortable with them than with them. HAHA! Don't need to understand.. Only for me to know and not for you to find out=P

16. I like to help people. Even if we just met. If its within my capability to help you than i will. Even if its the silliest things:)

ooooh that was fun. hahaha! now to tag people..

1. Kak Long..cause i know she has A LOT of weird things to say about her.

2. Adik..cause he has a crooked and demented way of seeing things

3. Lya..cause i just like what she has to say.

4. Intan..mungkin sebab i lama tak dengar cerita2 dia. rindu! and mungkin sebab i rasa kadang2 dia bosan. so harap benda ni dpt mengisi masa lapang u. hahaha!

5. Aida..maybe cause it would be interesting to know what she has to say.

6. Shat cause I would love to know what you're up to and what you're thinking

enjoy people!!:)

oh.

malam itu, saya tak rasa macam nak makan. takde selera..

malam itu, saya rasa tak boleh nk tdo.

malam itu, ada kawan saya tanya ttbe,
"yan, there's this boy, he's sick and he knows he's about to die but he likes this girl. In his condition, do you think they should take it further?"
to which i answered truthfully. not giving my usual stupid answers.
"well, Tuhan itu maha berkuasa. Dia boleh buat apa2 Dia nk. The guy can't be too sure that he is gonna die first. God can even take the girl's life away before he takes the guy's. we never know. Semuanya di tangan Tuhan."

ttbe ayah turun. i didn't know how to react when ayah told me pak long meninggal. i was shocked. too shocked to even cry. i couldn't believe it. it seemed unreal to me. in a state of denial maybe?

even when i got there i couldn't bring myself to go in the house. i stayed outside for about an hour or so. finally i gathered all the courage i could and went inside the house. and sat down. and saw him. and cried. it was only when i saw him, that i believed and i accepted that he is gone. truly gone..

sebelum balik, mak long said to me, while hugging me tightly, "jangan lupa pak long k?"
it was heartbreaking hearing her say that. how could i forget pak long? don't worry, i know i won't.

my uncle, was a good man. great in fact. a happy person who loves to laugh. the day before he went, ada a small gathering to which i didn't attend. had to go to work. ikut cakap farah, masa dekat kampung pandan(my stepgrandmother's house tempat gathering diadakan hari sebelum itu) dia happy macam biasa, siap boleh gelak-gelak and main dengan rabbit. ohh sedihnya tak dapat jumpa dia sebelum tu. i'm gonna miss him. i am missing him. takziah especially to mak long, abg saddiq, kak wani and izzat.

Al-Fatihah.

karenah di tempat kerjaku~

" heyy yan! hows work today?"
that seems to be one of the most common question being asked now. aha! i know its because i rarely see people now. sorry:) kadang-kadang tu penat. bukannye apa=D

well work has its ups and downs. sometimes its just bored as hell. sometimes its okay. but i wouldn't say its fun. haha! cause its WORK kot. i would gladly spend my day at home, lounging around, being a couch potato that i was before.. or hang with my friends. whichever beats going to work. haih dah muak tgk dinding luar ikea tuu.

but then there are stuff that makes going to work more bearable. i have what people call "a cool boss". riiite. suuure. euw. haha!
"ehh yann! tu boss u ke? mcm coool je?!"
ahha! rite ppl. why dont you take my place and layan him.=P

assistant manager i pun gila2 sikit orang nye. boleh dia main campak-campak ice kat orang.
"tu laah kak fazilah. kalau sy ckp sy boleh tangkap ice tu guna blender mesti bolehh punya. nasib je ice tu terlompat keluar balik blender."

abg syam yang terlampauu lah senyap tetapi suka senyum. kalau dia ckp ngn i mmg lah terkejut! hahaha!

naseela yg gila yg keje kat kedai sebelah. hahaha! kalau x de dia, mmg lahhh bosan keje. dia dgn jerit2 dia yg membuat kan tempat tu terasa mcm pasar mlm.
"CANDY CANDY CANDYYYY..pagi-pagi buta. CANDY CANDY candi. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!"
hahaha! senget punya perempuan. tapi serious kalau dia takde, i might even just die of boredom there.

kadang2 tu.. terkenalah skali ngn teka teki bodoh2 punya.
>teka teki org dari cupcake chic
"wehhh diyana, kalau lembu mkn rumput, kambing mkn rumput, unta mkn apa?dekat padang pasir x de rumput."

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jawapan: unta mkn spaghetti...hishhh! boleh tak mcm tu pulak jwpn? pnat org gaduh ngn dia kata mana leh buat jawapan sesuka hati. kat padang pasir manade spaghetti kan. well, rupa-rupanya, he calls kak fazilah tu unta for some reason..

> teka teki drpd org cupcake chic tu lagi
"wehhh diyana. kan transformer tu laki kan. mesti ada kakak atau adik perempuan. apa nama diorang?"

pnat gak ckp transformer tu anak sorg. tapi last2 dia bgtaw jawapan.

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jawapan: transistor atau lebih difahami dgn trans"sister" -.-

>teka teki drpd naseela semasa dia bosan x de customer.
"yann. simpang apa paling besar?" (though i think she meant lengkok apa paling besar)

jawapan: THE CURVE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!(seela and her big jolly laugh :O)

hahahaha!

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hari tu noh drpd band hujan lalu.

seela: weh weh wehh yannn! hujaaan!
yan: tahuuuu! masa kasi flyer tadi terpegang tgn dia. eeek!

keje situu. byk karenahh dia. gila2 org disekeliling. tapi ok gak, kadang-kadang dpt cupcake free..semalam dapat chocolate free..chocolate expired drpd seela-.-

itulahh hidup bekerja di situ if ur wondering. sumtimes its not as bad. cheers~ :)

buildings, roads, cars and ice-creams:)

Its really nice to know when you have someone you can depend on even when the world is just full of crap. I know i have people i can really depend on. If things don't go right for me, i know there will always be someone to help me up if i fall. There will always be someone who has my back. Always. And i appreciate them. I really do:) Though sometimes i do take them for granted, but i try not to. Human nature rite? Sometimes u just forget.

Ohh.. I've been sharing my feelings with too many people. blahh. and somehow it sounds different from the other side of the story. whatever. whats been done is done. At the end of the day, you know who u can actually call a friend and who's just there for the sake of being there.

anywayyy, i really miss my bestfriend. ohh good to know i still have her around. that we're still the same. that nothing has changed between us. it doesnt take much to keep a friendship going. its times like this you know whose gonna stick with u a while longer and whose not. we've been through some rough patches, and we're still friends. good to know:)

malam itu pergi hartamas ngn dia. ada satu tempat kat mont kiara where u can see the view of the twin towers. and roads. and cars. so we just stood there, eating our ice cream, talking, laughing, catching up. sejuuk rasa hati akhirnya dapat jumpa dia. to let it all out. to tell whats been going on with me, and not to be lectured back. i sgt syg u, i really do :)

DNA mixer:)

I have always been a THRILLSEEKER:) i'm serious! my family used to go to the genting theme park quite frequently when i was younger. yeaahh. i didn't get to go on the "cool" rides. sebab..terlampau pendek. hahaha! i'll just stand there, wait for my parents and sister until the ride ends. watching the ride twist and turn testing the riders level of bravery. yeahhh. gila whatever kan. and the rides i get to go on is always the kids rides. suckyy..

i was really excited the first time i went on a roller coaster. ohhh the adrenaline rush i felt. aha! felt good too that FINALLY i was tall enough. hahahaha! i guess thats why i have always been a thrill seeker. cause of my height=P

so yesterday was my off day. how sweet of them to choose a day to go out on my off day=P we went to times square. zanna, nazmi, nad, manja, acap, zharif, nishaan, harris, izzat and i. it was a last minute plan. seriously. zanna planned the trip. she texted around 12 saying we might be heading to times square. then the plan changed to wednesday. so ok fine la. at around 1.30pm nad called saying she's on her way to pick me up. terkejut ohh. dia kata plan da change balik. dah la belum mandi kan.(gila kantoi mandi lambat) haha!

so off we went. trying to scare our guts off. haha! i perasan semua rides kat times square semua pusing2 nye jenis. well except for the bumper car..and the roller coaster since it goes up and down jugak. but yeaahh, the others was either 360 degrees horizontally or 360 degrees vertically. ohh there's this ride called DNA mixer. tak tahaan ohhh. ride tu cam sial sikit. it goes 360 vertically. and its not big rounds where u feel like ur falling. this is small rounds. where u just feel like someones trying to mix up ur innards. hahaha! trust me, u dont even feel like ur falling, not until the thing stops midway suddenly and ur just hanging there facing down. otherwise, u just feel..mixed up. like in a washing machine. hahaha!

we had our dinner there too. we ate steamboat at johnny's. the food tasted better since we were sharing. bukannye slalu share makanan ramai2 rite? usually people just order seperate dishes and eat it seperately. hahaha! the food tasted better since this waiter, hassan, kinda has a thing for nishaan. THANK YOU NISHAAN! sebab u hassan kasi kte free ayam. nasib baik i tak kasi hassan nombor u. kalau tak habis laah u. hahahaahhaha! no hard feelings ehh nish? just playing around with u=P the day turned out to be fun. terubat jugak rindu i kat kawan2 i yesterday. but belum jumpa semua kawan so ada lagi sisa baki rindu tu:)

so whoever wants to find sumone to go on thrill rides, find me! hahaha! i'll be happy to accompany u. hehe! till next time! chalos~

we get on:)

video ni comel. tgk la. haha!

p/s: thank u kak long tunjuk video ni sblm yan tdo dan masa tgh mamai.suka:)

hari ini.

i'm bored. like FREAKING bored. kalau keje shift pagi, malam mesti bosan. i miss my friends. semuaaa! i don't miss school. i just miss the people. I miss people i lepak with. rindu lepak jugak. rindu orang yang xde kene mengena ngn kerja. aihh. kenapa malam ni touchy sgt. eeei. gila pelik! lain kali je lah blog. gaaahh~

hari pertama:)

today is my first day as a working girl. independent working girl. skarang mak saya tak boleh menolong kalau ter'screw up'. penaat. tapi best. rasanye lah. haha! dah terlampau blur. so lain kali je la blog. ttbe malas yg teramat.

ohh hari ni minum strawberry smoothie chiller. sedap ohh. sebab buat sendiri. haha! skarang kena pergi menghafal cara nk bwt 40 jenis minuman. damn.

of overjealous girlfriends..

I AM BORED. internet slow, facebook slow, youtube slow, semua slow. so i'm gonna start blabbering again.

so let's just talk about whats happening around. please bear in mind i'm not talking about anyone specifically. its just generally talking about people. so jangan lah terasa tak pepasal ehh?

i never understood overjealous girlfriends. seriously. especially kalau that guy ada a girl bestfriend waay before he had the girlfriend. like helloooo, they're like bestfriends. nk sampai tahap jadi bestfriends tu pun doesnt happen overnight. so if they were to have a thing for each other, it could've happen before the dude found the girlfriend wouldnt it? they could've hit it off before the dude found the girlfriend. i'm quite sure it would. so really, there's nothing to be jealous there. hebat sgt ke girlfriend tu nk putuskan hubungan friendship boyfriend dia. is she very sure that she's gonna be there for the guy forever? get a grip weyy. the guy chose u already. anywayy, there's like an unwritten rule for bestfriends of the opposite sex.

rule#1 : bestfriends don't fall for bestfriends
rule#2 : bestfriends don't stop being bestfriends for their other half

well, fine. i made these rules myself. but don't u think it makes sense? but there are a few circumstances where ur allowed to break the rules. hmm, lets take rule#1. if they know and they truly know that the love their feeling is of another kind and not just "i love u means i care for u", then go ahead. ohh and it better be worth it cause let me tell u, relationships, they dont last as long as friendships. unless ur gona marry them that is. hahaha!

bestfriends are usually understanding. if the other half doesn't agree with their better half of having a bestfriend of the opposite sex, then usually the bestfriend would backoff. well as i said, friendships last longer than relationships. well at least at my age. i know this is confusing but just try to get the picture here okay? im just blabbering anywayss.

well at least kene la kasi the girlfriend a right to be jealous kan? just shows how much they care for the guy. well i'll give a situation where its reasonable to feel jealous. lets say the guy found sumone new. sumone he met after he met the girlfriend. n he's getting pretty close to the new girl and the new girl doesn't even give a thought of being close to the girlfriend too, then i think its okay to be jealous. rite? well ada lagi laa byk sbb but this is just a similar but kinda different case than the above mentioned.

aahhh i'm just crapping. i'm watching too much tv. too much soap opera. and maybe this time i don't wanna lose another bestfriend? not that i am or even close to it. but its just a knock on the head for some people. ohh, i'm reminding you again, as i write this post, i'm not thinking of anyone in particular. so this post is just a general post. tak mengutuk, tak mengata. but this is what i think :)

ohh jobs..

this long post doesn't serve any meaning to anyone except me. im just blabbering. so if u haf better things to do, i say don't read this post. aha! =P

aaah. penat penat. cari kerja bukan lah sesuatu yang mudah. hahahaha! yeaahh, this is what i had in mind. "i want to work in a coffee shop. and i don't want to work in ou sbb ramai org suka pergi sana.so no biggie, at least i know what i want to do". so what better place to go other than starbucks sumwhere kat curve riite? ohh i also applied dekat coffeebean, cupcakechic, baskin robins, and borders. just in case

hmmm, if u think skali apply dah boleh dapat cam memang salaah laa. or maybe ur just lucky. so yeah, i applied at all the starbucks in curve and ikano. pft. ada 3 je pun. haha! starbucks ikano called me back. he asked me to come back cause he wanted to meet me. so i went. lets call the dude who talked to me "the dude".

the dude : we're currently looking for a part-timer
me : yeah I'm more interested in doing part time actually.
the dude : we need someone for the weekends only. saturdays and sundays. so if u want to work extra hours this is not the right store for u

pfttt. memang tak la. itss soooo besides the point of me looking for a job if im only making myself busy for two days a week. some ppl told me to take the job and go find another part-time job sumwhere else. tapi fikir balik, gle xde life nnt. i mean i still do want a life you know. the other starbucks branches didn't call me back. soo starbucks was out of the question.

hmmm. i dapat baskin robins gak. the pay was crap. who the hell pays the worker RM3.50 an hour. thts like slavery man. hahaha! well they say the good side is that they pay every two weeks. as far as i'm concern, its doesn't make a difference and its still crappy.

at this point of time, im already desperate for a job. theres soo many things on my list that i need to buy. adoii. since starbucks was out of the question, i wanted to work at coffeebeans badly. the manager dah interview i sme. she said she needed sumone mid jan. after waiting for what felt like forever i decided to go back there to ask them if they really need sumone mid jan. and whether they're gona hire me if they need sumone then. i went there and the manager wasnt in yet. so they told me to come back in a few hours. ohh btw, coffeebean's pay RM4.50 per hour.

sementara nk menunggu coffeebean's manager to come in, i stumbled upon this coffee shop, gloria jean's. haha! mcm la kedai tu tiba2 muncul kan. so i was like, what the heck, apply je la, wont hurt me for trying and its still a coffee shop anyway. the manager was in, he gave me the forms. sebelum isi borang tu, i dgn suka hati nye tanya "rasa boleh dapat keje tak kalau isi borang ni?" to which he answered "insyaAllah bolehh". lepas isi borang tu, dia baca jap patu terus interview.

first question : what do u understand about customer service?
second question: what are the procedures of customer service?

i'm not gona tell u my answers cuz its just full of crap. my brain is trained to give whatever answers eventhough its crappy. ye lahh, dah brape tahun kene tulis karangan and buat pemahaman umum semua. haha! after all that was over and done with, the manager said he'll call me back. ohh, the pay is 5bux an hour. so thaaat, really got me thinking. coffeebean doesnt seem so...yeahh.u get my point rite? hmmm

theennnn, coffeebean called me back, nasib i belum balik. i went there, and they said now they really need workers. so i said i'll reconfirm with them in a few days, i'm currently waiting for another job offer.

during the few days of waiting for gloria's to call, i cudnt decide which to choose if i were to get both. gloria's offers a higher pay, but it wud be less busier la. coffeebean lower pay, but u'd be busy. ohh the conflict=P

so the conclusion of this long post, i chose gloria's. ppl dont usually go there, it would be less tiring, higher pay, and the manager seems funny. i start working tomorrow, tuesday,6th of jan. i'm gonna give my spot at coffeebean's to shah. hopefully shah would impress them (shah has been rejected to all the places he applied for a job.thought i'd help him since he doesnt really care about the pay.)

till then~

say goodbye 2008 and hello 2009

ohhmygod. the internet here can't get any slower than this. well its 4.23 in the morning. i've been having trouble sleeping. its been going on for a while now. i really don't know why i can't sleep. mayb its because i think too much. haha! well i was sleeping, fell asleep around 3. only to be waken by kak long and farah entering the room half an hour later. sumtimes i curse myself for being able to wake up so easily.

well i guess its goodbye to the year 2008. i'm gonna miss it. i'm seriously not ready for 2009. well i was a few days ago. getting in the "i want everything to change next year, a change for the better" mood. but i realized its gonna take a lot more effort and strength cause i noe that for this one, i've gotta face it alone. can't keep on depending on people can i?

a lot has changed really. i remembered how i spent my new years last year. it was different. last year, i really had hopes, aspirations and.. dreams? well i know i was determined. hmm, i spent new years eve with more people last year and not so much on the roller coaster of emotions. well this year? i sumhow feel.. that everything is pointless. haha! i'm not hoping on anything much either. well at least the hoping doesn't start until march. thats when the results are supposedly to be out. erk! =S

who wud have known that i'd spend my last few minutes of 2008 just sitting there alone in my room watching one tree hill? haha! it was fun in a sorta lonely way=P the others went to rasta before going to padang sulaiman or sulei.i didnt feel like another round of shisha at rasta. so i joined them later at sulei. went out at about 11.30.

well this year was different. when i arrived, sumhow they all looked..bored?depressed?sumthing. i dont noe. well xde la semua orang were depressed and bored. but probably the person who was feeling down was the one closest to me. and sumhow this feelings are veryy contagious. hmm, i noe the feeling of being lonely in a place full of people u dont noe. but now i noe the feeling of being lonely around the people u do know. ur friends. i guess it hit me that things are going to change this year. that we are all going our own seperate ways soon. that some of us wont be able to really be there when u need them. that sooner or later u haf to face it alone. or make new friends. whatever suits really. well things change. people change.. and i noe i have to accept it.

mayb its just me. maybe im still on that roller coaster of emotions. well im waiting to get off now. im waiting for it to stop. anytime now.. its really making me tired. its getting boring. besides the soppy emotions and stuff (for me la), the night wasnt that bad. i still spent it with the ppl i really do care about. kinda forgot everything when the fireworks started.

first sports played of the year.. basketball! hahaha! after the fireworks, we went to zaaba to play basketball..in the dark. haha! a nice and healthy way to welcome 2009. bila dah penat main, we just sat in the middle of the court, sang songs, savouring the moment. we went home at about 1.30. mak zharif daa call da wondering what her son is up to=P

i'm gonna miss 2008. its the year where i went for my first concert, learned to be more patient, break some ties, mending some old ones, creating new friendships, being the senior of the school, sitting for spm, enjoying life after spm, had a band, went for prom, lepak till late at night, learned driving, and byk lagi. terlampau byk nak type it all out. 2008 wasn't the greatest year for me but it would still be a year that i'd miss. but i welcome 2009 with open arms, hoping it be better then 2008 or at least just as good. this year, i aim to be a more confident and independant person. more patient and understanding, not to let my emotions get the best of me, to smile more often. to be more open. heyy, i guess i am ready for 2009. i noe i still have a loooong way to go.things dont end here:)