Feel like wasting your time?

Today's the last day of the month. This post is my ninth post of the month and of the year. And to think I was about to delete my blog account. I mean, nine post ain’t a lot but it sure is something (compared to the three post for the whole of last year)

I don’t really have anything important to share or to say, but since it is the last day of the month, I decided I should write a post, rambling about nothings.

The last day of the month… That means I’ll be starting my part-time job tomorrow. At 9.30 am and ends at 6.30 pm. Which made me realize something else. That I won’t get to play futsal on my work days. Well probably unless it’s at night, or in the morning if I’m on my noon shift. THAT SUCKS. I only get to play on my off days, IF there is futsal planned. *cry*

I made banoffee pie yesterday. It turned out okay except for the whipping cream. Lesson for the day, never over whip your whipping cream. It’ll turn into butter. Thank god there was only little of it on the pie. Warning to everyone eating the pie at home: If you see hard whipping cream on pie, please DON’T EAT IT. It tastes like butter and it’s disgusting. However you may put it aside to eat with your toast. :P

Anyway, at least I learnt something in life. As soon as the whipping cream started to curdle, I ran upstairs to my laptop to search for the answers from my dearly friend, google. My life depends on google now. That’s where I got the recipe in the first place! Oh and google has made stalking fairly easy. Oh and google entertains me too. (I googled blob fish, very odd looking creatures they are). Oh and I also googled urban legends. I don’t even know why I’m freaking my self out. I might just write a post about it. Haha!

Oh and I just found out that 20 minutes of jumping rope burns more calories than 20 minutes of jogging. Which would help me burn down the fat intake from the banoffee pie. :B

I did warn you I had nothing better to write. So you just wasted your life reading this post. Byeeeee!

GOODBYE MONTH OF MAYYY!! SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

Goodbye lazy days :(

Its great that Bill started blogging again. That will give me more things to read. I like her words. I really do.

Sad story for today, I MISSED FUTSAAAALL. Ughh. Annoyed beyond words but I'm not gonna ramble on the person who made me miss futsal. Grrr..

On a more positive note, I GOT A JOB! Money money money money! Actually, I got 2 jobs and an interview tomorrow. Yeah, finding words to politely turn the job and the interview down.

I'm gonna work at GAP! Never thought I'd be working at a retail outlet. I'll be starting 1st of June, so take note that I'll be busier now. Just doing part time so its 8 hours a day, 6 days a week.

The plan was NOT to work at any retail outlet. It's boooring. Iron clothes, replenish shelves, make sure everything's perfect. Yeahhhh. But I just couldn't turn down the money offered. Salary is good for a part-timer.

On a not so positive note, I'll have less time to laze around. But I'm fine with that. I get bored with too much lazing around. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. But what I do mind is if I'm gonna miss any futsaaaal. aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! I sound crazy over futsal. But it's trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *cry*

Oh yeaahh, and less time for dating (nooooooooo!!) and less time for random girlfriend outings *sobs*. Oh well.. the money is still good. I'M GREEEEEEEDYY :P

And if things don't work out, I can always quit. Haha! Probably not but I'll only be working till my semester starts again. (Eagerly embracing 2nd Year:B)

I hope I won't be working with a bunch of weirdos. Wish me luck :)

Strawberry

"Life was so much easier when blackberry and apple were just fruits"

as quoted by Muiz, or wherever he got it. Haha! Funny quote. I stand by it 100%. Probably till I actually have one. All people seem to talk about are phones. Booooriiinnnggg!

I need to change my stone age hand phone one day. Must save enough money.

Aaaaaa i need cash. Stupid Borders didn't call me back. Now have to go find another job.

They just don't care

"Never ask for God to make life easier, instead ask Him to make you stronger"

*sigh*

I don't feel like sharing my thoughts. I don't feel like talking. I don't feel like being friendly. I don't feel like I want to put myself in other people's shoes. I don't feel like trying to understand anyone today. I don't feel like reading anything. I don't feel like going anywhere.

But, I'm fine. Trust me.

lets go youtubing!

Lady Gaga freaks me out. Really she does. Anyway, that’s not the point. I was very curious about this whole illuminati stuff and I was asked to watch “Music Industry Exposed” to actually see how freaky the whole thing is but the whole video has many many many parts. So instead, I chose to watch Lady Gaga’s latest music video which is Judas. Which then led me to another video by ssarahrooneyy saying that Lady Gaga’s Judas is evil. She literally cried trying to preach out to us cause we’re all going to hell for listening to Gaga’s songs. Funny much. That video attracted many dislikes and debates cause she was insensitive and was really pathetic. She still can't beat Rebecca Black though. Epic. :P

Anyhow, that’s still not the point. Then, that video led to her other videos. She figured with her new found popularity, she should be more productive and start her own singing career. NOW THAT’S FUNNY. I mean, its not THAT funny but it was the funniest video I watched tonight. Actually it was the only funny video I watched tonight. The rest were just sad and depressing. Yeah, I watched the one where the kid got bullied by her classmates from SMK Raja Abdullah. It was all over the papers. It’s just sad. She has Downs syndrome for goodness sake. So inhumane. Anywaaayyy, we’re not talking about that right now. Back to Sara Rooney. You probably should watch the video "lady gaga's judas is evil" first to see how temperamental she is as a person and how her voice is NOT deep to find this video funny. She's trying to do good after posting that controversial video. But it just didn't work.

I particularly like the comment which says she sounds like Chewbacca. Spot On! :P

Oh yeah, I just helped her get a tinsy wee bit more famous. Plus you know we're all guilty of singing like this once in awhile :B

*I must be that bored that even this girl can humour me*

yup! still going strong at 25 :B

We didn’t start off with a sweet love story. No guy chasing girl, girl almost died, guy gets girl. Nope. Nothing grand, nothing sweet. It just happened. That’s how I see it. We weren’t looking for anything more than friendship, neither were we expecting anything magical to happen between us. It just happened and somehow we knew we were hooked to each other. Two years later, and we’re still going strong. You’re a keeper baby :)

Trust me, I’m no expert in love. Heck, I might be just as clueless as the next person reading this. But I do know that it takes two to tango :P

It feels easy being with you. We don’t have to shower each other with gifts and surprises to keep the flame burning. Seriously, this is as inexpensive as its gonna get and I like it this way. It’s the simple things you do that matters most :)

I know I can lean on you. You’ve seen me during my worst, helped me get through it, and even helped me pick up the pieces and put it back together again. No judgments whatsoever, no thinking I’m crazy, always patient with me and my emotions. I’ve also changed for the better thanks to you. Though you might not realize it, you taught me to be more patient.

I’m glad that you’re simple. Glad that you’re making this simple. Glad that our relationship isn’t like a rollercoaster going round and round and up and down. Glad that we have stability. And as stable as we are, being with you is never a bore. Not even for a second.

Happy anniversary sayang. Its been a wonderful 25 months and I’m looking forward for more. You know I’m the luckiest person alive. I love you <3

✿ on an unrelated matter;

There’s nothing wrong with you if you say you can’t be in a relationship as long as you say you want to. Heck, you’re only 20. Still young. Plenty of time to make mistakes and learn from it. For all you know, you’ll mature more and you’ll somehow make it work. You’ll probably learn to be in a relationship without feeling like you’re in for a death sentence. You’re a tough girl and you need a tougher person to handle you. So cheer up, we’ll untangle the mess together. God has a plan for us all. :)

Probably a start? Hopefully :)

I might get used to rambling by myself on my laptop. Make it a habit of writing once in a while. Even when I don't have anything important to say. Especially when I don't have anything important to say. Maybe just maybe :)

Oh and i don't really care if there's thousands of other people who has the same background. I'm just too lazy to go find one that's not already available at the template list. cheers!

Hair stories

I've been putting off this "I'll start writing blogs again" just because I'm too lazy to start writing. Plus, I don't want to start attracting stalkers again. Stalkers-who-judge-cause-they-don't-have-anything-better-to-do. :P

I've always had this habit of doing something out of the ordinary with my hair. Something spontaneous and without thought. It usually depends on my mood. Usually, it's associated with heart break or anger. I'll cut my hair REEEAAAL short. Ok that's exaggerating. But short enough. Different from my usual long straight hair. And when I feel better, I’ll keep my hair long enough til the next heart break. Yeah, I do get the usual trimming in between just to keep the split ends away.

But I haven’t had any heart breaks for the past two years (Thank God!). So my hair is as long as I’ve ever kept it before. It’s only been a week of holiday and I shouldn’t have trust myself to behave. With RM23 in hand, I went to the pharmacy and bought a box. A box that changed my look. (remember, main reason for all this happening -> boredom)

This is how it started.

Guardian, Bangsar.

*while looking at the boxes of hair coloring products

Me : Kak Long can I colour my hair?

Sister : Colour lah. Knape tiba-tiba?

Me : I’m just kiddiiiing. Why would I want to colour my hair? It’s already so little. Wouldn’t risk damaging whatever hair left on my head. Haha!

Yeah and to cut the story short, the next day, while I was with acad, teman-ing him study, I got bored again. And asked the same question and got the same answer. And I remembered saying something like this ;

“ Ntah la. Rambut I cam hitam, tapi tak cukup hitam but it’s not brown or perang. It looks grey-ish. Macam sakit and tak cukup colour.”

Haha! Ended up buying a box of hair colour and you know what happens next.

Now I’m a brunette. Not quite used to this new alien-like look. But I will get used to it. I hope so. But I think it’s weird cause I have tan skin. And now, with brown hair. It looks like I'm trying to camouflage myself. All I need is to lay down on clay or something and I’ll be as camouflaged as a chameleon. Hahahaha! Damage done. Probably I’m just being paranoid and maybe just maybe I don’t look half as bad as I think I do.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Sorry I couldn’t suppress laughing at myself :P

I AM TWENTYYYYYY

Dear Nadhrah, this post is especially for you :)

It's 8th of May today. 2011. realize my "about me" says i'm 18? that's two years ago. yeahh. I'm 20 today. Old as f*ck as my bestfriend would say. hahaha! Anyhow, she gave me some kind of task to do on my birthday. To write how i feel today. Well I know she's up to something. Cause She knows I hate writing and she's making me write a post on my birthday. the last post was like AGES ago. that shows how much I hate writing.

This is how i feel today:

1. I feel young! young like a baby! and cute too. like a baby! a big fat cute 20 year old baby.

2. I am touched with all the wishes and the calls and the texts i received. Thank u all. even though the only one who will be reading this is the person who gave me homework to do in the first place. haha!

3. I feel smelly. Very smelly. It's friggin HOT today. no matter. i bought myself a new body spray. soooooooo niiiice. its called island breeze. its the smell of ocean breeze and pineapples. i fell in love with it the moment i took a whiff. it only took me 5 seconds to decide that i'm gonna buy it. yeahh, usually it'll take me minimum 10 minutes. but u know that about me dont u :P

4. I miss my friends. they're all having exams. waitiiiing for them to finiiiiisshhh!

5. I wish I had more money. I have feel like a sudden shopping splurge but i have no money. sucks!

anywhoo and anyhow, since i hate writing and this is my first post in a verrryyyy veryyy veryyy long time, please forgive me that is sucks, and its superficial, and its not so sweet and nice and warm and fuzzy. But I love u anyways Nadhrah Othman. So here u go, a post written especially for u :) i love u

from your f*ckin old friend XX