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I was bored in the car. I was nervous like shit. And the dude driving the van didn't do me much good. I had to keep myself calm. So i took out my trusted mp3 and let my mind wander out the window. Music never fails to calm me down.

You know the kind of adverts they hang at the street lamp or at the tree? Usually saying there's a sale somewhere or somekind of "tips hebat utk PMR, SPM". Yeahh those. As i was looking out the window of the van, I came across this blue advert. It caught my attention cause there was the Superman logo in the middle. It said,

"Ingin jadi Superman?
Gel tahan lama.
Lelaki boleh!"

Then there was some chinese writings and the phone number to call if you're interested. Sorry guys, I missed it. I didn't get the number. But that advert surely made me smile (and laugh a little). Haha! I wonder what kind of gel it is. Doesn't it make you wonder?

oh btw, i passed my driving test. Now to wait for a week for my P license to be processed. weeee!

sexay!

Kawan se-universiti kak long, jepp telah tag sy. Sy pun tak tahu macam mana dia boleh terfikir utk tag sy yang jauh di taman tun ini. haha! terima kasih lah ye:)

THE RULES:

1. Snap or just shift through the photo gallery and pick 3 pics of yours which you think are sexy.
2. Don't have to be revealing (though some people say SEXY IS SKIN).
3. Explain why you think so.
4. Tag 3 friends (whom you think are sexy).

Okay, here goes nothing.

. i have posted this picture in my blog before but wtv. playing and instrument is always sexy. haha! what more when its my first time performing in a band. -ttdi's prom 08



. detik-detik cemas selepas katak tiba-tiba melompat. memang xde orang berani datang dekat takut katak itu cuba melompat walaupun telah diletakkan dengan choloroform. saya pun memberanikan diri mendekati katak itu. terasa macam ala-ala greys anatomy.. sexaayy! - Bio lab 08.


. bergembira di luar kelas apabila mendapat tahu cikgu tak masuk kelas. haha! senyuman dan gelak-tawa itu memang sexy:)


haha! that was fun. kalau nk ikutkan, saya mmg byk gambar vain, close-up muka(yang bersih dari celaan jerawat), pouting semasa mencuba dresses dalam fitting room. haha! tapi cukup la gambar-gambar itu menjadi renungan mata saya seorang sahaja. This is what i think is sexy:)
(wah wah! saya rasa BM saya dah improve la sejak kebelakangan ini. selalu blog dalam bahasa ibunda sahaja. haha!)

now to tag 3 people,
1, Nana (cause ur sexy and ur not afraid to show it)
2, Ica (yes ur sexy and you don't even know it)
3, Sarah Zack, cousinku (there's nothing wrong in being freakingly tall.mwah!)

>>and i know that you three memang akan baca and layan blog ini. hehe! enjoy!

then and now.

I feel somewhat OLD-er now and I'm not even eighteen yet. Haha! I feel constantly tired . Macam orang tua pulak. When i was younger, I remember thinking "kenapa laa mama selalu penat ni". But then, I think I feel tired because of the lack of sleep and not because i'm "old" . I NEED SLEEEP. Tapi mengada je selalu tidur lambat. heeee:)

I went out with Nad and Acap the other day. We went out for lunch. Well, brunch for Nad. Haha! Pergi kopitiam mana nta kat hartamas. Acap drove. He finally got his driving license. hahaha! Anywayy, ada air ni nama dia milo dinosaur. So i dgn confidentnya boleh ckp "I nak milosaur dino satu!"
hahaha! Belum tua lagi dah nyanyuk. Adoii..

Things have changed. Dulu dengan sekarang..

Dulu, the first thing that comes to mind when i wake up is "ohh malasnya nak pergi sekolah."
Sekarang, its "ohh malasnya nak pergi kerja." =P

Dulu, nak pergi mana-manaa pun jalan ohh. tak kisah laa jauh ke tak. Sebab nak lepak dengan kawan punya pasal, sanggup jalan jauh-jauh di bawah matahari yang terik. haha! Nak pergi explore pun kitorang jalan. rajin gila ohh.
Sekarang, jangan harap laa nak tengok kitorang kat tepi jalan. Bila semua dah boleh drive, dah jadi pemalas yg melampau. Nak jalan tu macam benda paling susah nk buat. I mean, for most of us la. Nak jalan masa tgh panas is already out of the question. Sekarang its more like "asal kau ada kereta boleh je nak lepak". haha! no wonder bontot dah makin besar. haihh.

Dulu, sebab kena jalan, nk pergi lepak pun tempat dekat-dekat je. Tempat paling jauh pun selalu pergi OU or Curve. Nak keluar taman tun tu cam malas sikit. Sebab kena guna public transport kalau nk pergi jauh-jauh. Atau kena suro kakak atau abang atau parents someone hantar.
Sekarang, kalau boleh memang tak lepak kat taman tun dah la. Kadang-kadang je. macam lepak padang. Kalau nak pergi makan tu nak jauh-jauh je. haha!

Dulu, masa yang paling sedap nak tidur is after school. ohh layan gle. I don't why, tapi memang puas la tdo lepas skola.
Sekarang, bila-bila masa free je nak tidur. Kecuali waktu malam sebelum pukul 12. haha! Tapi tidur sekarang tak sesedap tidur lepas balik dari skola=P

Kalau dulu kat sekolah, nampak seniors setakat senyum je. Tak pun, cam tak kisah.
Sekarang, kalau nampak siap boleh jerit panggil lagi. Han Sern saw me the other day at curve and actually shouted my name to call me cause we were actually quite a distance away. But I was in a hurry so I just said hi from afar. sorry=P

Dulu, memang i prefer sticking to my group of friends only. Pemalas sikit nk socialize. Low profile lah konon=P
Sekarang, sy kawan dengan org sini sana.

Dulu, setiap petang selalu jogging.
Sekarang, ...

Dulu, kalau nmpk lipas kat dlm bilik, kejut kak long suro bunuh kan. selagi tak nmpk lipas tu mati, mmg takkan tdo and tak kasi kak long tdo.
Sekarang, kalau nmpk lipas, panggil adik tolong bunuhkan. hahaha!
Dulu ngn sekarang mmg takut lipas.

Dulu, layan myspace.
Sekarang, layan facebook.

dah takde idea.. haha! and dah penat type and fikir. kebosanan tadi pun dah hilang. haha! till next time then:)

random~

hi. how are you?:)

haha! maybe i'm going a bit..daft. well, blame the tiredness. i feel tired. dah dua hari keluar dari pagi and balik malam. i miss sitting in the comfort of my own home. hehe! :) actually bukan dua hari. byk minggu. since i go to work and i still go out on my off days. soo yeah. i'm hardly at home.

i did some rotten stuff. haha! tak jahat la sbenanye. nakal je. tak affect org lain. tak mencederakan org lain. yan nakal? a bit hard to imagine=P tinggal nk tunggu je balasan dia. erk!=S

org kata la kan, utk member i sanggup.. for you i will =P smlm main cards. hari ni.. masuk keje lmbt. dgn sengaja. dgn alasan yang tak betul. haha! baik korg yg baca ni senyap;) don't think i'm going into details here. my manager might just be stalking me. maybe after i stop working one day.. remind me to blog about this again. hahaha!

ohhh ye. YAYA! good luck with asrama life. don't let what other people say bring you down. if that's what you really want then what other people say should not affect you. i know you'll be okay:)

reminiscing about the past? always my favourite past time. well the good parts la. i've been reminiscing a lot nowadays. back from the kindergarten days sampaaai la form 5. best kalau lepak2 ngn org ckp psl cite2 lama. hahaha!

eyy, i'm happy that you found something new to look forward to everyday when you wake up;) haha! its about time and you deserve it. whatever it is, you have my blessing.

for all the single people out there, its not the end of the world. put yourself out there. look for something new to look forward to and it does not mean looking for a new significant other. valentines day is around the corner. so what? doesn't mean a thing. at least to me. do something for yourself. self-pity does not bring you anywhere. it doesn't work with me. i really don't care that you've been alone for 2 years. kawan tu ada limit dia. pergi cari perempuan lain if you haf to. i'm a tough nut. haha!

i found sumthing to look forward to everyday. i'm telling you, jgn sombong dgn orang. susah nnt. make more friends. won't hurt. just be wise choosing who to be friends with or at least know the limit. don't judge people. it would only reflect the person you are if you judge. people are different. accept them how they are. learn to accept.

its only been about 3 months since "graduating" from school. but i have learned a lot. not the stuff that you learn at school. i have more social skills, i accept things better, i handle rejection better, i learn how to deal with people better, i know smiling at strangers won't hurt. as they say, "smile at a stranger, you might just be the first sunshine they see". i can say i have a glimpse of whats out there. i know i haven't seen the real thing though.

three months. and i have more friends. i KNOW i have a lot more friends. people with different backgrounds. amat colourful background hidup mereka. thats how i learn to accept. to crawl out of the safety of my shell. to mix with people. but i still feel more at home around budak taman tun. sy masih budak taman tun. haha!

this is just random stuff. lama tak blog. hahaha!

ohh yeaa. and one more thing. thank you dear readers:) for even caring to read my random blabberings. cheerios~

UK?!

I got a phonecall today. It was from..I'm really not sure who called me. Haha! Well he's name is Encik Sazli. I was at work when he called. The conversation was sumthing like this:

En Sazli : Hello, ini cik Nur Diyana ke?
me : ye saya.
en sazli : saya encik sazli dari (x igt apa dia ckp) nak memberitahu awak dipilih untuk mengikuti program BTEC-HND, di UK. Program ini mendapat tajaan dari MARA. bla bla bla bla bla bla

too lazy to type what he said. haha! so basically what he's trying to say is that i'm eligible to enroll to this program because of my SPM trial result. he said, that this would be the third batch their submitting students to join this program. he said, that IF i am able to maintain a good result which is 3.5 and above, they will send me to London UK after a year and a half and i would be under a full scholarship. whereas if i get less then 3.5 i would need to pay 10% of the amount paid for me. well this program only offers engineering which was one of my choices. so i asked, am i already qualified for this program or are they just submitting names? he said "99% kamu akan dapat sebab kedua-dua ibu bapa kamu melayu"..racist jap..ohh kalau dpt pegi UK, nama college tu University of East London, UK. and ada taklimat this coming wednesday night. oohhh..

ohhhh god. i cam blur skejap lepas tu. i even pinched myself to make sure i wasn't dreaming. haha! mandi pun boleh lupa nk pakai hair conditioner lepas shampoo. dah pakai baju baru sedar i tak condition my hair. HAHA! masuk lah balik tandas utk buat apa yg lupa. i felt happy, ecstatic, exhilarated, overjoyed. i can't find the right word to describe what i felt.

but then i felt doubtful after that. ye ke ni? nta2 this program is under some private college. which i won't accept if it is. nta2 ni gotcha call from someone sick enough to play a joke pasal my future. haha! or when he said UK he actually meant ULU KELANG?! =P so i don't really feel quite sure now. i'm going to school tomorrow to see the school counsellor, and to settle all the documents that is needed. and to call that dude back asking which college would i be going to sebelum g UK and when will i start. tak terfikir nk tnye tu masa dia call. haha!

soooo, we'll see how it goes. i'll update later. nak pegi rasta lepak sat! toodles:)