c r a p

I haven't blogged for more than half a year. I guess I didn't know how to put my feelings or my thoughts into words. Plus, I just don't have enough time. If I were to blog everyday, you'll probably think I'm just depressing. Cause somehow, i express better when I'm sad or angry.

I need to learn how to breathe. I need to learn how not to be paranoid. I need to learn how not to be over-jealous. I need to learn how not to envy pretty girls. I need to learn to control my emotions. I'm just too full with it. I need to learn how to love my own body. I need to learn to appreciate myself. I have to remember that I am blessed. Its not the end yet.

*deep breath*

let's not jump into conclusions here.